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sexual ssaults | Renee | Monday, June 25, 2018 |
Question: Before I found Jesus I lived a wretched, loathsome, abhorrent life with Sex, drugs, rock and roll. I dabbled with Ouija, spells, had experienced abuse of every kind and have too many issues to list in my past. I have always seen ghosts, shadows and heard strange things as small girl as the paranormal intrigued me and I am now 56. To make a long story short one day a few years ago I experienced a weird presence in my bedroom, it was around 10 pm and I was wide awake lying in bed watching TV and it felt like someone was giving me the best foot massage, yet, there was no one there. I could see and feel my feet being moved and chills went through my body as I was not scared because it felt so good. Now it grabs my feet and squeezes them, it feels like cords are being run through my body to the crown of my head like an energy buzzing which also arouses me sexually and in places no man has ever been able too. I have been celibate for 15 years and whatever energy or entity this is makes me want to do things I use to do like, look at porn, being sexually active etc.. The more I try to live the life Jesus wants the stronger the urges. I have tried everything, fasted even though I am diabetic, prayed every spiritual delivery Catholic prayer I could find, prayed Novenas, I was prayed over by one of the holiest priests I know (three times), use of sacramental blessed items including a Crucifix blessed my Pope Francis I wear around my neck, confession etc. all to no avail which brought me to this site. I have not missed church (except 3 times due to illness) in 14 years and by the things I have done in my past I have knowingly opened the door to this entity that bothers me day and night which I have no one to blame but myself. How can I be delivered from this? I Love Jesus a gazillion percent as well as Mary and all the Saints but I no longer have the desire for praying and for everything that is Holy which I cherish. I use to love life, being around family, friends and now I stay sheltered. Please help me God Bless |
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Question Answered by Bro. Ignatius Mary, OMSM(r), CCD, LTh, DD, LNDC
Dear Renee: I apologize for the long delay in answering your question. I have been ill and just now catching up on Q&As. Given the description of your experiences, which are too numerous and serious to discuss here, I suggest you seek formal Deliverance Counseling with us. Please fill out and submit a Help Request for formal Counseling. Our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Team will be praying for you. God Bless, For information on how to receive help see our Help page. We suggest that before contacting us directly for help you try the Seven Steps to Self-Deliverance. These self-help steps will often resolve the problem. Also our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Catalog contains many prayers that may be helpful. If needed you can ask for a Personal Consultation.
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