I'm very sound mind but just confused! I've been abused since the age of 5, even raped by family members but I always believed that Jesus would save me. In the last 3 Yrs., I have seen some miracles and I met a man who at first, I thought was an Angel. Even the first day I was introduced to him, he ran back and forth, laughing saying it was a pleasure to meet you, I've been looking for you for 15 yrs. This man swept me off my feet with love and helped me get out of a very abusive marriage.

When things started getting bad in the courts and with my husband and his lawyer destroying me in court using my abuse of rape when I was child against me, life just hit rock bottom and the man who I thought was an Angel became abusive himself, at least that's what it seemed like. He would hit me and told me to not cry. I'm a sinner, I cant deny this and during intercourse, he would hurt me to the point where I would have several days to heal. In my councilors eyes and mine, I was under another abusive relationship but I had a hard time getting out.

Just recently, I have been asking God to blind those who are evil from me, for those who are evil should not see what I was put on this earth to do (I have no idea yet what it is) but I asked anyways.

One point in my life when things got bad, I was ready to give up and I heard a voice say "Michelle, you have something inside that no other person has". I've been fighting ever since to keep going forward.

Back to this guy. He went from evil to sweet again but this time, I'm seeing things differently. Its almost like he has different people inside of him. One minute his lusting to beating to helping. I thought maybe he's bipolar. Things he says is weird, he speaks in different languages to me as he rubs my head. He says I'm different from the rest with being convinced. He tries to tempt me with objects and money. He even told me once he wants to rule but he cant with out me. He's told me he will never take orders from a woman. He has this laugh that I cant stand.

The latest thing that caught my eye, he just started saying this is unnecessary, out of the blue my daughter started saying it. When she started, It stopped me in my tracks!!! I prayed and I haven't heard either one say it since.

This man just told me this morning that he wants to be a light for others. He also has told me, he has met his creator and no one will ever use him again. He has to have stuff cold with smells, like plug ins. he cant stand bad odors. I recently came across an article of the 6 demons that was in the Germany girl. I started thinking could he be with demons?

I have so much to say but cant because of space!! I'm a miracle and I promised God, I would let everyone know what he done for me. I once weighed 300lbs and I was very sick. I was told, I would not live much longer. I wrote a letter to God and had it placed in the Whaling Wall in Israel. Not only has he saved me. He changed my appearance too. People hear my story and cry GOD is GOOD!