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Spiritual Struggles	Yeshua	Saturday, December 3, 2011
Question: Greetings, I have a specific question pertaining to struggles I have been experiencing this past year. Ever since I turned 20, I have been feeling at war--both physically and spiritually. I feel like there are three parts to me: my spirit, the Holy Spirit, and the spirit of the Antichrist. On top of that the muscles in my neck and head will not relax, causing me an annoying pain, remeniscent of the evil spirit God allowed on the apostle Paul that He would not take away. Often times I will say things or write things and feel like I took a bite from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, not knowing whether what I have said comes from Satan or comes from the Lord--and it scares me, because I feel like I have the lawless one inside of me and has led to panic attacks. Languages, numbers, and musical notation will overlap; I will see the Bible in normal conversation; I will see and feel music as colors and shapes; sometimes I will see anti-semetic messages in computer script/coding or song titles and poetry; and it all gets worse with the more knowledge I obtain. It makes me want to stop learning, because I feel like everything is leading to a false understanding of the truth, so it will be easier for his spirit to manifest, especially once and if the Holy Spirit ever stops restraining him. He wants to speak like Him, do miracles like Him, and war like Him, while hating Him at the same time. He tries to find mistakes in everything and makes everything look like a mistake. His self-image is himself sitting on the throne; it's like tunnel vision. I feel confused. There is also another, I don't know who he is, but he doesn't speak or like to sing. He draws the others to him; let's them know where they are. And the fecal humor, and sex jokes when you don't keep your eye single.
Question Answered by Bro. Ignatius Mary, OMSM(r) Dear George: I hope you do not mind me calling you George. The reason for that is that you are not Yeshua (Jesus). While this name was rather common in the first century, it is a name that is now reserved to Jesus Christ, the name that is above all other names, the name that makes hell tremble. I do the same thing with Latin people, such as Mexicans, whose parents, in a misplaced devotion, name their sons, Jesus. Jesus may be their given and legal name, but I will not call anyone Jesus except the one who is the Son of God, the Second Person of the Trinity, Jesus Christ. Anyway, to your question... What you are describing is a demonic harassment and attack. You can be free from this attack if you are willing to work toward your freedom. I recommend you follow the Seven Steps to Self-Deliverance linked below. Since you are not Catholic you can edit the prayers to omit the phrases that are particularly Catholic. The point is that you must live the best Christian life you know how to live. You must renounce all things in your life that is not Christian. You must stop anything that is hostile to Christ, like the occult, astrology, esp, and all the rest. You must attend Sunday worship every Sunday, ask God for forgiveness whenever you sin, spend time daily in prayer, bible study, devotion, and good works. Our Spiritual Warfare Catalog linked below has many specific prayers. I especially recommend the Hedge of Protection and the Rebuking Particular Spirits. There is a war going on in your life and to survive you must be a soldier for Christ. Resist the Devil. You must protect yourself with the Armor of God (Eph. 6). We have a description and explanation of the Armor of God, here. If any of these self-help methods do not work, you may need help. We do offer personal consultations. See the "Help" section linked below. God Bless, Bro. Ignatius Mary For information on how to receive help see our Help page. We suggest that before contacting us directly for help you try the Seven Steps to Self-Deliverance. These self-help steps will often resolve the problem. Also our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Catalog contains many prayers that may be helpful. If needed you can ask for a Personal Consultation.

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Yeshua

Saturday, December 3, 2011

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Greetings,

I have a specific question pertaining to struggles I have been experiencing this past year. Ever since I turned 20, I have been feeling at war--both physically and spiritually. I feel like there are three parts to me: my spirit, the Holy Spirit, and the spirit of the Antichrist. On top of that the muscles in my neck and head will not relax, causing me an annoying pain, remeniscent of the evil spirit God allowed on the apostle Paul that He would not take away.

Often times I will say things or write things and feel like I took a bite from the tree of knowledge of good and evil, not knowing whether what I have said comes from Satan or comes from the Lord--and it scares me, because I feel like I have the lawless one inside of me and has led to panic attacks.

Languages, numbers, and musical notation will overlap; I will see the Bible in normal conversation; I will see and feel music as colors and shapes; sometimes I will see anti-semetic messages in computer script/coding or song titles and poetry; and it all gets worse with the more knowledge I obtain. It makes me want to stop learning, because I feel like everything is leading to a false understanding of the truth, so it will be easier for his spirit to manifest, especially once and if the Holy Spirit ever stops restraining him.

He wants to speak like Him, do miracles like Him, and war like Him, while hating Him at the same time. He tries to find mistakes in everything and makes everything look like a mistake. His self-image is himself sitting on the throne; it's like tunnel vision. I feel confused. There is also another, I don't know who he is, but he doesn't speak or like to sing. He draws the others to him; let's them know where they are. And the fecal humor, and sex jokes when you don't keep your eye single.

Question Answered by Bro. Ignatius Mary, OMSM(r)

Dear George:

I hope you do not mind me calling you George. The reason for that is that you are not Yeshua (Jesus).

While this name was rather common in the first century, it is a name that is now reserved to Jesus Christ, the name that is above all other names, the name that makes hell tremble.

I do the same thing with Latin people, such as Mexicans, whose parents, in a misplaced devotion, name their sons, Jesus. Jesus may be their given and legal name, but I will not call anyone Jesus except the one who is the Son of God, the Second Person of the Trinity, Jesus Christ.

Anyway, to your question...

What you are describing is a demonic harassment and attack. You can be free from this attack if you are willing to work toward your freedom.

I recommend you follow the Seven Steps to Self-Deliverance linked below. Since you are not Catholic you can edit the prayers to omit the phrases that are particularly Catholic. The point is that you must live the best Christian life you know how to live. You must renounce all things in your life that is not Christian. You must stop anything that is hostile to Christ, like the occult, astrology, esp, and all the rest.

You must attend Sunday worship every Sunday, ask God for forgiveness whenever you sin, spend time daily in prayer, bible study, devotion, and good works.

Our Spiritual Warfare Catalog linked below has many specific prayers. I especially recommend the Hedge of Protection and the Rebuking Particular Spirits.

There is a war going on in your life and to survive you must be a soldier for Christ. Resist the Devil. You must protect yourself with the Armor of God (Eph. 6). We have a description and explanation of the Armor of God, here.

If any of these self-help methods do not work, you may need help. We do offer personal consultations. See the "Help" section linked below.

God Bless,
Bro. Ignatius Mary

For information on how to receive help see our Help page. We suggest that before contacting us directly for help you try the Seven Steps to Self-Deliverance. These self-help steps will often resolve the problem. Also our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Catalog contains many prayers that may be helpful. If needed you can ask for a Personal Consultation.