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Difficult situations | Candice | Sunday, February 10, 2008 |
Question: I think this site is wonderful! But here goes my doozy. My father is Catholic, my mother is Nazerene. I have spent most of my life bouncing back and forth between the two. For the most part, things were ok. I fell away from all religeon for awhile in my last year or two of high school, only to waffle from extremely religious to rebellion throughout college. I met my husband and fell in love with him in no small part because he built me up in my faith. We were married in a civil ceremony 3 yrs ago and now have a one year old son. When I became pregnant with my son I came back to God in a very determined way. I have been going to my mom's church ever since. My husband also was going to church with me for awhile, even professing to be truly coming toward accepting Christ. Lately however, he has stopped going at all and is heading firmly back toward occult things from his past. He has things around our home that make me uncomfortable. I am truly convinced that there is some seriously strong demonic oppression in our home. In my research on that aspect, I find that I am strongly desiring to look into catechism classes and possibly becoming Catholic (as I was baptized). I do not intend base that decision on the difficultys invovled, but it would be a huge stressor to my marriage and a lot of small but large changes for myself (use of contraceptives, ect.) that I agree with, but am afraid that my marriage will dissolve and I am, admittedly scared. I was hoping for some direction or at least realistic things (like the practical effects of my than invalid marriage) that I need to spiritually and practically prepare for. Any advice is appreciated, I am not even sure where to start! |
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Question Answered by Bro. Ignatius Mary, OLSM
Dear Candice: I praise God that you have found your faith and even moreso that you are interested in coming to the Church that Jesus founded -- the Catholic Church. I am sorry to hear about your husband falling away from the faith. Concerning your husband I would suggest that you be a good example to him of a Christian. I would also suggest you explain to him that you do not want occultic things coming into the house and that he needs to respect that. You need to pray for him, in general, and also from a spiritual warfare point-of-view. Here is a prayer you could use:
I would also suggest the Hedge Prayers of Protection and any other prayer that you feel helpful found in our Spiritual Warfare Prayer Catalog. As for your interest in joining the Catholic Church, you need to follow your conscience. In fact, you have an obligation to follow your conscience. Pursuing truth often means sacrifice and turmoil. Jesus Himself said that he did not come to bring peace, but division (Matt 10:34-38). He then described how even marriages and families will be ripped apart by Him (that is by people standing for the truth). As our late Holy Father, Pope John Paul II always said, "Be Not Afraid!" It is the devil who will inspire fear in you to prevent you from seeking out Christ's Church. Do not let the devil win. You must persevere through the fear and trepidation and even harassment as persecution that conversion to the Church might bring even from your own family. Most converts to the Catholic Church experience these things. Do not be afraid of losing your marriage. Perhaps your conversion to the Church will eventually lead your husband to come back to God and maybe even to come to the Catholic Church himself. Things may be worse before they get better on that score, but you must trust in God and follow His will. Remember that God is not a liar and He says that He will not allow anything to come into your life that you cannot handle. He WILL make lemonade out of lemons if you let him. As far as your marriage is concerned, if both your husband and yourself were baptized at the time of your marriage then the marriage is presumed sacramental. If your husband was not baptized then the marriage is still valid under civil law and with the Church as well, unless you or he has previous marriages. If previous marriages exist then you will need to petition for annulments in order to convert to the Church. After that, your marriage can be blessed by the Church. In annulments are not an issue, (or once annulments are granted) once you convert you can talk to your parish priest about a blessing for your marriage. From what you have described, however, it sounds like you are going to have a rough road to follow. You must persevere and follow Christ no matter where He leads. Trust that God will give you the grace to handle whatever happens. As for a first step in returning to the Catholic Church, you can begin to practice all that Catholics practice in prayers and devotions and attendance at Mass each week (just do not receive communion yet). Second, contact your local parish priest for instructions. He can set you up for the next RCIA class (probably to be held next Fall). Third, get a hold of the Catechism of the Catholic Church and read and study it and begin to live the Catholic life. We will certainly be in prayer for you and for your marital situation, and for your husband. God bless, Footer Notes: This forum is for general questions on the faith. See specific Topic Forums below: Spiritual Warfare, demons, the occult go to our Spiritul Warfare Q&S Forum. Liturgy Questions go to our Liturgy and Liturgical Law Q&A Forum Liturgy of the Hours (Divine Office) Questions go to our Divine Office Q&A Forum Defenfing the Faith Questions go to our Defending the Faith Q&A Forum Church History Questions go to our Church History Q&A Forum
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