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Caring for Elderly Parents | Tessie | Tuesday, December 7, 2004 |
Question: Dear Brother, My husband and I moved in with my 80 year old mother because she could no longer live alone. His 80 year old mother lives in an apartment across town. My mother-in-law misplaces things and accuses her neighbors of coming in her apartment and stealing them. My mother misplaces things and accuses us of stealing them or hiding them to make her think she's crazy. We do all we can for our mothers, but they are both unrelentingly negative and fault-finding. I never got along with my mother particularly well, anyway, and I find this so demoralizing and oppressing, it's hard to cope. We both have full-time jobs, try to take them to dr appointments and where they need to go (neither drives), make sure they eat, have family gatherings, keep house, etc. I want to honor my mother, but I find life with her emotionally exhausting, and my husband and I rarely have time for ourselves. We both have a sibling who lives away and doesn't help at all, and I find myself resenting them. My rational mind knows they have senile dementia, and it really isn't their fault, but the little girl in me still cries for my mother's approval, which I know I'll never get. It hurts me when she is constantly criticizing me/us. I'm relieved when I can go to work and be away from her (I know that sounds awful--I feel in control at work). My husband works days and I work nights, so one of us is always accessable to them. I don't mean to sound whiney, I get depressed and discouraged and it's hard to pray. Between our mothers, and my 2 daughters making bad choices and life decisions, I don't know. I'm struggling, sometimes I feel like I'm drowning. I know God loves me, I'm not carrying my cross too gracefully and I feel guilty when I get angry. I want to do His will as best I can and my best just ain't too good. Thank you for any encouragement you can give me. |
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Question Answered by Bro. Ignatius Mary, OLSM
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